A Tree Grows in Brooklyn; Betty Smith (via cirea)
“ I guess being needed is almost as good as being loved. Maybe better. ”
Current sidearms in my collection.
1x KSC M9 Hardkick
2x KWA M9BR
1x KSC M93R
(All of these run on System 7 mags)
And my custom compensated M9.
Needless to say I have an M9 fetish.
Without solitude, Love will not stay long by your side. Because Love needs to rest, so that it can journey the heavens and reveal itself in other forms. Without solitude, no plant or animal can survive, no soil can remain productive, no child can learn about life, no artist can create, no work can grow and be transformed.
Solitude is not the absence of Love, but it’s complement.
Solitude is not the absence of company, but the moment when our soul is free to speak to us and help us decide what to do with our life. Therefore, blessed are those who do not fear solitude, who are not afraid of their own company, who are not always desperately looking for something to do, something to amuse themselves with, something to judge.”
Paulo Coelho (via boredbeatscrazy)
I’m not going to lie I have made some very poor choices. But I believe quitting pot is an important step to getting my shit together.
After you left I felt beyond empty and hollow, I blame myself for using a substance as an escape.
To be honest I never believed that withdrawl from cannibus could be so bad. Then again I have never really reflected on the fact that I have been a regular smoker for the past two years.
I just wish this detox didn’t make me feel like a pile of dilapidated shit. I feel bent in a bad way, my pace is much slower and the world feels like a mix of a bad hang over mixed with the flu. Last night was horrendous I kept having chills and shakes, tossing and turning felling like the walls were crashing down on me.
I guess this is what I deserve.
Nothing worth doing is ever easy.
Must go to asia now.
Time is the cruelest mistress.